November 23, 2012

  真的好想回去

"讓我們敲希望的鐘啊,多少祈禱在心中......”!這是一首很多人都熟悉的歌曲,帶著對美好生活的渴盼,帶著對未來無盡的期望,也帶著對人們真誠的祝福,每次我哼起這首歌,心裏就會劃過一個又一個朋友的名字,我祈禱:擁有那些名字的人隨著我的歌聲,更加快樂健康,一生安好無恙轉按。


無法追回的歲月留給我太多的回憶,快樂的,傷感的,無奈的,悲哀的。我不是城市裏驕傲的公主,我是深山裏深藏的寶玉。請原諒我一直這樣看自己,不管我走到哪里,我都堅信自己也會發光閃亮,甚至還相信我能像奇花異果一樣讓人們拍手稱奇物業按揭。



很久都沒有寫點什麼了,我也曾懷疑自己是否頹廢了?不,我相信自己,絕不會輕易放棄,我只是希望自己能寫出更好的東西,拿去祭奠那些悄悄逝去的美好年華。青春是那麼短暫,我怎麼就沒有把它好好珍惜?到現在仍然很懊悔:為什麼那時那麼幼稚?那麼愚笨?為什麼不懂"成功在於堅持努力”這句話的含義?甚至還相信了那句"南方遍地是黃金”的善意謊言。

人生坎坷,欲訴難訴。堅強意志,心淚成海。多少個不眠的深夜,一個人獨對孤影,熄燈成愁;多少個落淚的鏡頭,一個人默默無語,轉身更憂。

偶然間,你滿懷深情地向我走來,帶給我無限的驚喜,帶給我極致的憂慮,你讓我無法不想你,我試圖努力控制這種瘋狂的思緒,卻發現,我的人,我的心,已經被你包圍得越來越緊。我無力掙脫,只好任其在我心中放肆地氾濫,任它日夜折磨我的靈魂和肉體。

hegeasdf相遇太美歡快的光芒Good news途的風景Untitledhuyiuhjhbrtgjyrtyuyuil如此簡單自問不是一個貪得無厭的女子,也相信一切皆有因果,今生與你相遇,那是五百年前註定的宿命,前世未了的情緣此生再續。我沒有逃避,也沒有刻意,我想,既然上天讓我們在人間重逢,就應該彼此好好珍惜,因為誰也說不准,明天的我們又將會是在哪里?

有時候,真不知道該走向哪里?哪里才是我該去的地方呢?我也曾經感到迷茫。偶爾經過那熟悉的街口,看著那些紅男綠女,說說笑笑中游戲,除了歎息,我依然什麼都做不了。

一個人的夜很安靜,安靜的讓我更想你,想你的時候倍覺孤寂,孤寂的忽然頓感涼意,微風縷縷送情意,轉身披上那風衣。

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October 22, 2012

Belong to the true

In rural Lunar New Year mean the real end. Wiper for more than a century in European and American, the ancient Chinese farmers still abnormal cherish this ancestral traditional left, visiting friends and relatives, human passenger to push cup light, joy! I look forward to juvenile childhood habits instant standing habits of more than a little helpless Tim! Wanted to come to the empty head these days, in addition to the residue was festive, but also got left idle time or in a few chess online is quite clear in the memory.

I did too division also not a demerit spectrum play chess all the wild ways, to say and when they started to like the game of chess can not tell, and only vaguely remember the story came from Grandpa's brought in chess lose Huashan, accompanied the young mind sway in a dream, the ups and downs pointing Jiangshan of pride. Ah Cheng's view to the rear <Chess> regarded the know point Shajiao obsessed. I've never had what Chess let alone win Huashan. Today, chess became my arty a self-consolation ancient Masato shall not poetry and painting it? Or my empty soul escaped, only one computer, the confusion between mouse clever, do not have a world. Chess this is a good thing, practicing sit heart Tao temperament, and then I end laity and Tai Su, chess vulgar and regardless also vulgar Qipin, the win Zhongshan Lang Xiaorendezhi when input impatient and can not own. Always think of a Xiongtai high on chess as a man, some people is the next step to see three steps, some people see step by step, that step by step in any case is the next to go but that step by three steps. "Mindful so did heart will Fenran, always in go the wandering step by step, always unwilling to admit, a lot of life gains and losses so the center of gravity also followed heavy.

A famous Tang Dynasty Zen master Hui Zong to go out, the Pro out the door, he got the disciples, and commanded them to be exceedingly dozens of orchid care a good monastery where the disciples knew Master passion for orchids. So carefully a plus, not neglect. However, one night, suddenly began to downpour chosen disciples oversight, the orchid is forgotten in the outdoors, has been exposed to the elements, until the next morning he come, orchids have long washed away by heavy rain. A few days later, Jackson returned to the monastery, all the disciples much trepidation greeted ready chastised Hui Zong Zen master to know the whole story, even poised relieved disciples said: "At first I was happy only species of orchids, and if I chastisement you, I is not happy, you are not happy, then I kind of orchids are what is it? "seems plain, the disciples of relief, the mood suddenly. Yes, life is if the game of chess pawn of fate we gifted players wisdom why do you look forward to it? The vast world, how many monument towering long years? There are how many heroes pointing country? Decades time flies, who can guarantee that the mountain heavy water complex will be able to hold out some hope? The end of the day, who is also able to escape the lecture flows to the east! So, why not let interest in the property of their true, which we have for happiness to come, why should we be happy and self-imprison it?

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